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Self Worth

by Red Castle

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1.
Insomniac 02:06
I wash my hands of you And everything you put me through But I find comfort in the fact that I deserve more than what you put me through I've been stuck in a lucid daydream Where I thought I knew who you were And upon awakening I feel sickly Disturbed It's like I'm lying to myself You only care for yourself Too many nights too many bottles Not enough sleep too many sorrows Too many nights too many bottles Not enough sleep too many sorrows Too many These scars I bear remind me Of thoughts of you in agony Too many My fantasies they scare me This is not who I want to be Too many nights, one more fucking bottle
2.
Psycho 02:27
The feeble self inside your skin Leads you to run with rats again Ravenously they take you in To share amongst all of their kin They'll stand and stare as you play the part Portray your purpose in the dark It shouldn't end this way This masquerade embodies all the damage that's been made But not today This time it's different You did this to yourself By putting faith in something that You knew would let you down Vicious and efficiently Dimly lit they fade away Intentionally led astray Beady red eyes haunt you today Portrait portrayed Delusional Manipulation masterful With no intent to stay You should be afraid You let your pride subside Disregarded your health Meticulously you have buried yourself Dry your eyes and read between the lines The mistakes you made when you were unaware Become the reason your psyche is too much to bear
3.
You say your plan is sound Seen from a different way I'd like to trust you But your lying to my face Pathetic I said it Because you don't see yourself Anemic Believe it You'd read it as something else You're dying everyday You hid behind the mask That I knew you'd bring You strive to find the time To allow this pain Tip back your flask Let your demons sing The bottom of your bottle Is an ugly thing Vindictive How you live is A reflection of what is inside you Your inability to compose Through pounding poison Your true character shows Cowardice brought you to this Decomposure and distress Sympathy and reverence For the catalyst of this awful mess Every person that you met Would hang you out to dry I know you’ll never see the light Hang your head and cry Now you wait to die
4.
Coward 03:04
This is a means to and end I know you'll be there waiting Painting it red Limp sickly and shaking It was foolish of me To believe I'd be leaving Locks on the doors And this urgency's fleeting The truth still hurts Through my endeavours I betray my words I feel as though I'm dying slow Call my mother She deserves to know I am a victim Who's pursuing lust I am a coward And I think I'm losing touch More morose than most can see Affected by the adversity in me Bridge the gap between myself And where I want to be Cast my demons down And find the will to flee I am a victim Of this circumstance I am a coward And I think I lost my chance Agency is opposed to complacency As freedom is opposed to imprisonment Standing at the brink of Defeat Contemplating letting go Concede Allow myself to sink As I descend I am not religious but I pray For this to end Victim Coward
5.
Liar 01:17
6.
Instigator 02:26
Everything I should have said Still resonates inside my head The way we move when I descend Led us to a bitter end I never thought that things would change Until the concrete rearranged My thoughts have strayed in several ways But the feeling in my stomach stayed Spitting poison Gnashing teeth Lashing out Attempted speech Repulsive breach Dramatic fall Egotistic Burn it all Buried beneath what I made My bloodstained hands Don't seem to change I know we've been through this All attempts are useless I'm out of excuses this time Fuck Shed the guilt Choose to mend Don't change the way You hold your head From the mouth of the catalyst I burned this slow Still you should know I won't forget you I don't believe Anymore That all is fair In love and war My heads a mess My stomachs soar I'm out of words And metaphors

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Written and recorded by RedCastle.
Mixed and mastered by Justin Felix at Compact Audio Recording Studios
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Lyrics by Max Brown.

RedCastle is:
Steve Webster, Luke Woods, Max Brown, and Benoit Boudreau.

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released July 8, 2016

Special Thanks to anyone who’s ever enjoyed our music
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